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Friday, January 14, 2011

You only use 10% of your brain: MYTH. All the parts of your brain are being used ;)

Yesterday I went swimming with Syahidah and Nabihah :D.
Syahidah : 'Eh bestnye! Kita orang buat ni weekly ah'. Hahah.
Alhamdulillah now I'll be able to see my friends more often. Anybody wants to join? InsyaAllah every Tues and Fri if it does not rain. We spent about 3 hours in the pool. When we were finished I told them next time lets just make it 1 hour :D. The weather + pool water = VERY COLD.
The moment I got home I rubbed 'minyak panas' all over my body. If I don't do that I'll be aching. Plus made myself a cup of hot MILO.

Since we're packing to move to Tampines, I've been reading alot :D . Books like Neurobics, Feng Shui, Syiah and Sunni (curious about the syiah part), Christopher Reeve (Superman), 10 yang dijamin masuk syurga. Lol. Every time my mom puts her books in the 'give away' pile, I'll check and keep some or read and put it back. That explains the wide selection that I'm reading :D. I'm going to miss this home a lot =( .
Last 2 days I tried to slow jog and I managed! Wooohooo! Alhamdulillah. Next TDL is to : Jump, Run, Hang on the bar. InsyaAllah I really hope I can do all this before I start school in April. Alhamdulillah now I'm able to pray the fardhu prayers normally. Except Subuh I use a chair (Baru nak start engine) ;D.

Okay hope everybody is the best state of iman and health, Amin!

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Tuesday, January 04, 2011

'Whenever you take independent people accustomed to daily interactions with family, friends, or associates, and suddenly move them to a setting where the entire focus is on what's wrong with them- a setting where they have very little else to distract them-you can virtually GuRrANTeE they will suffer from boredom, depression, or both' . Something I read.

No wonder the past months when I was at home most of the time I cried a lot. At times I seriously don't even know why I was crying.I was also really really emotional. Even the slightest things people say to me will make me tear up..lol. Alhamdulillah that doesn't happen anymore. When I was schooling, I'll reach home every day after 10pm, only on Tuesdays. Even on Sundays I was out the whole day teaching at Madrasah Al-Junied. Then suddenly Allah tested me with this illness..So from being out everyday, I was then at home or in the hospital everyday. Alone. No wonder I was depressed. I think the meds also had a real toll on me..I was taking 9 pieces of steroids everyday and some painkillers on top of other medication. At night I would be in pain, and all I wanted to do was sleep. The meds also caused me to be drowsy! Aaaargghh! Everyday I would fall asleep before 9.30pm. I know. Most nights it was painful and I had to wait almost an hour before I could fall asleep. Alhamdulillah that doen't happen anymore too. Now I sleep like a baby :) . Now I'm really xxxxxx thankful Alhamdulillah that my face is going back to normal. Imagine seeing your face puffed up with a lot of acne every time you look at the mirror everyday for 7 months. On top of that everywhere on your body has a lot of scars on it. Even you would be depressed and try to hide..lol.

Okay! Stop with the flashback miseries..haha. I think I never said all of this out loud before. Just venting out and burying them from now. Btw, I think only a few people are going to read this. Pull-up bar, you're going to be my bestest friend in the future..lol. Of course..everything was overcome through a lot of doa,hope, faith and definitely usaha. & of course the support of your family. Alhamdulillah for giving me the patience, strength and insight and understanding from now on..on how sick/unable people really feel. I didn't really understand until I felt it myself.

Advice to every body: Try not to take panadols. Use ointment instead. & do not eat instant food..the consequences are bad. ;) Sorry to burst your bubble to those who especially like instant noodles!

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