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Tuesday, September 28, 2010

28th sep 2010

Just had satay goreng, lontong and salad for lunch. YUM! =D
I now officially have an iPhone 4..Alhamdulillah! I think that's the second most expensive thing I've bought after my Samsung camera. Haha..It's from the money I saved up when I worked at Darul last time plus some from the sale of my cookies. My LG phone was giving me too much problem. Besides, sometimes you need to treat yourself to make you feel happy.

The first few months after I came out from the hospital..I feel like I couldn't really smile or deserve to laugh or even look at people in the eye when I communicate with them. Really don't know why. I also kept breaking down. But all's improved this past few months Alhamdulillah. Maybe because it's the power of doa and I'm slowly recovering.
Even when the doctors see me now they'll say..'eh, you look much happier now'. I didn't even realised at all that I looked that depressed last time. My brother was also the one who told me that I was a bit negative when I was around people last time and I needed to change that.

& Why no Raya photos this year? Cause my cheeks are all chubby with red freckles (pimples) =D ..they flared up because of the side effects from the medication I'm taking. Apa nak buat..reda jelah. Looks don't last..I've totally understand that now. So don't be surprised when you see me =)

Ok doks...Off to do my asar and do some light excercises.. miss my Maarifians!! Love you all..Till we meet again in the best state of health and iman InsyaAllah!

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Ramadhan kareem!

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

8th sep 2010
Salam alaikum!
Decided to change the blogskin. =D
Today's the 29th of Ramadhan! Time moves really fast. My 10 sessions of acupuncture are also finished. Now still continuing the sessions though,can't stop automatically.I can now alhamdulillah walk for about 25mins, but still limping a bit. If you have not seen me for a while, don't be surprise. My face is now chubbier due to the medication that I'm taking =D ..but my weight alhamdulillah still maintaining. Hopefully the chubbiness will go down once I reduce the dosage bit by bit. But nevermind, looks are just temporary..I'm now lesser bothered by it.

Acupuncture sessions are a bit tough, but that which does not kill you will make you stronger I guess. (Atleast that's what my brother said) I have needles on my head, hands and legs..at the same time wires are connected to the needles, so there'll be like shots of current flowing through. So my hands and legs sort of jerk by itself for 30 mins. Afterwards this lady gives me a message (to open up my nerves) for about 40 mins which will cause me to have aches later on. Then the doctor will continue to do more acupuncture on my back for 15 mins (with the wires again). Once everything is over I'll do some stretching for 20 mins. Tiring.
But Alhamdulillah I can see a bit of improvement..like my increase in walking distance. Although the whole process of nerve and immune system healing is a bit slow. My hands are still a bit weak though. My view of being really healed is when insyaAllah I get to sujud on my knees or being able to take the bus on my own ..now that's success. Let's all pray for one another in these last 2 days of Ramadhan! InsyaAllah kullu khair! Amin!

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