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Monday, March 06, 2006

Been feeling this feelings these days. Dissapointment..loneliness..angry..a sense of fulfillment..happy and crazy. Lol.
These day i'm just relaxing at home..talking to Rash..studying and watching TV. My cuzzin days out which is on the weekends has been going on well this year..which is just wat i wanted.
These days i've learn to be myself more. I'm also starting to not lean on anyone too much..cause if they're gone..it's gonna be really difficult..trust me.
But of course i can lean on Rash. She understands me to the max and supports me and really knows me. Which i think only she can do that. (& that's wat makes me disspointed...it's not that i'm dissapointed abt the good things she's doing to me...but i'm dissapointed that i did'nt get it frm the other person that i want...sighs)
& i've also learnt not to be too NICE..cause i don't think ppl appreciate it. But i can be nice..if those ppl start to show that they appreciate it and they're brave enough to say that i'm their friend. It's ok if you don't understand. Like some say..ur blog is like ur online diary.

P.S: This post is a one time thing. Watever i've just said...stays here.

P.S gain: 'oh yeah?....ngomong saja sama tembok' Lol :p

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